couldnt get much sleep last night too! so spent the night thinking bout things...and here's everything that i wanna say...

u asked me if i was angry...well at first i was very angry but den the anger turned into disappointment..u shouldnt apologise to me at all but u should apologise to yourself...coz if i dun teach you i dont lose out at all but you're the one who's losing out...if you're serious you wouldnt bother about others at all...i'm not asking you to be selfish or wad..but i ask you are your exams more important or waiting for a friend is more important? if u had the basics knowledge about accounts i wouldnt be pissed at all..but the prob is you know nuts about accounts...i can just leave you and let you fail for all i care but i didnt...why? because as your friend i wanna see you do well for your Os...and the only thing i can help you is to teach you accounts...and i even promised to help you achieve a C6...that's because i saw how hard working you've been recently and i'm willing to give it a try...if you were really serious you would have gone home to prepare and head down to my place straight...but you didnt...you seriously think accounts can be learnt within a day? hey, we dont have much time you know? i even took the trouble to read through the textbook to think of what to teach you and how i'm gonna explain them to you so that you can understand better...but when i heard you're still playing soccer in school you know how disappointed i was...i guess you will never understand how i felt...i feel like a idiot wanting to put in effort to teach you...but it seem that you arent interested at all...so why should i waste my time, energy and effort on you?...just when will you learn how to be more responsible and set your priorities right?...last but not least i apologise for not picking up your calls and reply your msges as i know i'll definitely be very attitude and i dont want to be like that..

so anyway, woke up looking like a zombie again...was late so asked them to go ahead to eat first without me...wasnt in the mood to eat...tried really hard to concentrate on studying but couldnt...was really tired...but talk-cocking session woke me up alot...all of us didnt study much today...and i have a feeling it's my fault...i'm sorry if it's really because of me...left at ard 1pm...went to meet up with Melany...had Thai food for lunch...sedap...i like...=)..den acc her for the passport thingy...and that Mr Gopal actually thought we were sisters...like this is not the first time anyway...the Mr Gopal was practically talking nonsense....after that stupid Mel had the sudden urge to cut her hair so went to FarEast...i like her hair now..it's something like the one i wanna get but i cant bare to cut my hair away...went outside ThisFashion to slack...she treated me Vodka..thanks babe!...sat there talking bout nonsense things we've done in the past...kinda miss those days...den went to Taka as she wanna get food for her grandma...after which walked to Cine's bus stop and headed home...dad's pissed with me coz i was mummbling when i was talking to him...i'm real tired okay...but i had to get my butt infront of the computer to type all these stuffs down...it feels so much better after typing out everything i wanna say...and sorry Liying, am really tired to talk now...meet you up soon..=)) alright, my battery's dying soon shall get some shut eyes now...oh god, please let me get some sleep! photos shall be up some other day...=))