grrrr....it's a Saturday and i fucking got woken up by the Hokkien Karaoke[?] downstairs...
and it's supposed to be some praying thing and i've got no fucking idea how it turned into some Hokkien Karaoke over night...and the aunties are singing out of tune lar....irritating...i hope it ends soon man...

this is why i love msn..=))

oh ya! i just remembered something...

tomorrow Jak and Mel's starting school!!! GOOD LUCK AND HAVE FUN BANANASSSSSSS!!!
=))))))))))))))))

okay back to business...havent been blogging bout what have been happening lately..

and sooo...last Friday went to meet mummy in Toa Payoh first...had lunch and managed to get a new bag...=))) and it's only $13 okay!...where else can you get cheap and nice bags man..so ppl try going to Toa Payoh they have quite alot of cheap and nice stuffs there..
den cabbed back to mummy's place to help her with her stupid computer...den down to Habour Front as she had to go get the ferry tickets to Batam the next day...and den down to Century Square...she damn suay...off day still needa go one outlet to do...and den finally down to the airport to meet up with brother and olivia...had Popeyes! damn nice can just that their popcorn shrimp can more pathetic abit...walked ard abit den brother had to go in ready...i was hoping that he dont cry like how he did when he left for australia a few years back...hahahaha...thank god he didnt...=))) took a long long long bus ride home after that..

and on Saturday was tong tong chiang!!! met up with Mel and Firdaus at Chinese Garden's bus stop den went to look for lao shi...changed and waited for the lorry to come...performance's at the airport..the cargo side to be exact...so can you imagine how long the ride was...and there wasnt and traffic light coz highway all the way...been a long long while since i rode one a lorry...one word to describe it SHIOK!..okay i'm too lazy to decribe much about what happened let's just say that it was quite a big event and we had to wait a very long time to our item...lao shi told us that it will end at 6plus but in the end it ended at nearly 8pm...den they dropped Mel and i at Tanjong Pagar (along the road with many bagalas staring at us) and we had to walk out to get a cab...cabbed down to Esplanade...had to go over to the river ang pao to meet up with Mel's family...the journey to river ang pao was damn fucked up can...all the ppl we asked gave us the wrong direction...even the ppl on duty..the outing was fun...laughed our ass off over many things...den Mel's daddy wanted to bring us for dinner but i had to leave ready as it was getting late...so walked to near Raffles Hotel den left them and bused home...home at 12plus...luckily dad didnt say anything...

Sunday was lunch with the whole family of my paternal side...one of my aunt's 80th bdae...damn boring can...and i ate very little...food wasnt to my liking...perfered the ones during bro's and cousin's 21st...was at the same place but they order different dishes...if i'm not wrong almost everything contained yogurt...and homed after that...

nothing much happened on Monday except that i stayed home the whole day youtube-ing...and on Tuesday met up with mummy for lunch and passed her Angelia's thumbdrive...
and as for today...went to collect the lappy in the afternoon and headed home straight...

wah...i think i si bei no life...

i hope school starts soon if not i think i'm going to rot soon....

finally back to blogging...=)))

am posted to RP to do Events Management but am appealing to change it to Technology and Arts Management instead..since there are more things i can learn from that course...after making my decision my aunt had to disrupt me by asking to do Customer Relationship and Services Management..the only thing that tempts me is that i get to work in the hotel line in future la...but boring lehhh...so i guess i shall stick to Tech and Arts...

Asus just called and said that i can collect the laptop ready and the guy said that my laptop very weird the other day when he tried to do the recovery for me it keeps auto restarting but after doing all the necessary checks there's nothing wrong with it...so fun right?...irritating...

my aunt just called to ask why i blogged about those nasty stuffs bout my dad..
hello? how was i suppose to tell her what happened when he was just beside me..
i know it's not right to say those stuffs but have anyone ever wondered what made me say nasty stuffs about my own father? does anyone know what kind of nasty remarks he makes about almost everyone? he said nasty stuffs bout my bro, my mum, his very own siblings and my mum's siblings to me like almost everyday.
does anyone know how i feel when he said these kind of things? he even made me lie to my aunt that i havent been keeping in contact with my mum. what is he afraid of? why cant i even let my aunts know how my mother is doing? he always think that others are the ones who are the ones doing him wrong. it's like hellooo it take two hands to clap. alright let's say he was right of what he had said about my mum but havent he thought that he was also in the wrong? I WAS THERE, INFRONT OF HIM, WHEN HE TOLD MY MUM TO GO FIND THE HIGHEST BUILDING AND JUMP DOWN. havent he realised how hurtful those words are. i guess it was those words that made my mother decide to leave to him. so was it entirely my mother's fault? just why do he always think that only he is right.
i know by typing out everything here is going to bring me more trouble but i dont care anymore. no one can ever imagine what kind of stress i've been living in for the past few years. i've never said it out to anyone coz i dont know how to start. he can even make unpleasant remarks of his own brothers and sisters. he's always putting word's into others' ppl mouths which is one thing i cant tolerate. if that's is what he thinks of me why cant he just tell me straight? why must he use other ppl's name and say that this person said this about me. does anyone know how i felt everytime he indirectly say unkind words to me? everytime he said nasty things about anyone to me i've always remained silent. what else can i do?
i started breaking the silence ever since i started this blog as this is the only place where i can express my thought and vent my anger. so what, now i cant even have the freedom to voice out what i want?
he's not someone whom all of you think he his. he's scarer than that. period.

and i apologise if what i've said is nasty again. but that's the truth.

HAPPY CNY EVERYONE!

today surely is money making day....first time i won so much in Ban Luck...tahahaha..okay...at first i was losing until Wilfred came and sat beside me...3 Ban Lucks in a row...den when he went to look for bro i started losing until he came back again...and i got Ban Luck again! i think he seriously is my lucky charm for the day...den when Uncle Simon came they started playing mahjong..fyi...i know nuts about mahjong...den Uncle Simon asked me whether wanna tag team with him anot..win i take, lose he pay...so tag team only la...i dont lose out wad..finally watching them play for many rounds i finally understood alittle...alittle only la..not able to play independently...hahaha...and we won 47 bucks...hahahaha...i do nothing also become $47 richer..hohoho...

tmr's to Uncle Ben's place for lunch..yeahness...more money making sessions... i see myself winning alot tmr...hahahaha

omfgggg...ytd's weather was HOT HOT HOT! the weather here now is totally crazy...
so in the end met up with Mel at 2pm but that bitchy animal was late as usual....the usual threading place was packed...but we found another one a few doors down....

headed down to Queensway after that as Mel wanted to collect her skinnys and to buy studs....den was down to Wildbunch @ Holland V to look for Jak...waited for her for like 241498349163 years...ehhh...testingg...but did wait damn long...Garnet la...say will take bout half an hour in the end go for god knows how long...but okay la...her shop was quite nice to slack...so Garnet came back and Jak was free to go for lunch...yeah...lunch at nearly 6pm...but she had to rush back...siannn..

so after Jak left Mel and i cabbed down to Vivo for SHOPPINGGGG!!! but didnt get much stuffs except for the pair of shades that i have been eyeing for since a month ago from MANGO...and Mel got her CNY dress...

Mel family damn cute can...she ws supposed to rush home for dinner as they had to finish up whatever leftover before the eve of CNY (something like that lar)...but when she called her Grandma to see if she wanted anything the rest of them have already finished eating...and her Grandma still asked her if she is still going to fry kuey tiao...i was like...-_-"""...so since she didnt have to rush back anymore we decided to head outside to slac...headed to food republic first as Mel wanted to get snacks for her family and i bought TUTU KUEH to munch...OMFFGGGGG...the TUTU KUEH there is damnnnnn goooddddd...it doesnt give a powdery feeling unlike many others i've eaten before...left at 9+pm...and waited god damn fucking long for the bus...home by 10+ nearly 11...thank goodness dad didnt kpkb...lol...

video call is so damn fun can...Mel video called me to show me the dress...coz she didnt try it mah...and i think it looks nice on her...hohoho...there's something bout her and hot pink that i cant stand...ytd almost everything she eyed was hot pink in colour la....bth....

wah...and i'm damn pissed off la...bought acrylic nails to put on for CNY but none of the sizes fit! all were too big...so gave mum instead...was woken up early in the morning thanks to Uncle Ah Meng...grrrr...so headed down to mum's place early...and i think my mum is mad...she have already finished cooking the Reunion Dinner...and yes it's one 12.15pm...

okay...so Sunday was a day of rotting at home...den ytd recieved a last minute msg from Jak to acc her go dye her hair...so met her up at 12.30pm...and her hair is like bee hoon on top of ang bao paper...go figure...den headed down to Queensway as she wanted to get her pants altered...that tailor sucked!...den walked ard and i finally got my jeans...den walked ard to find another tailor to alter my pants...and i think the guy did a great job...but i cant rmb what's the shop's name...whatever...just rmb if you wanna alter your clothes in Queensway please please please do not go to MENG MENG! the one near to Beadstreet...they suck lar...twice Jak went there and twice they did sucky job...den went to Anchorpoint for ultra late lunch...

and so after collecting back our pants headed down to Holland V to slack...had a heart to heart talk about...our life!...feel so old after recalling our conversations...lol...but one thing for sure Jak really grew up alot after working at Wildbunch...which i suppose is a good thing right? hahaha...slacked till around 8plus den headed home...

meeting Mel at 1.30 later on..and here i am still blogging...i think i'm gonna be late...but what the hell...she'll definately be later den me...tahahahaha...alright...update more when i'm back..
and i hope none of you will freeze to death....the weather's fucking cold lately...

FUCK IT! i think i'm getting a sore throat soon..thanks too all the junk food i've been eating...=(((

alright, so ytd Mel came over to bake her CNY goodies...and sad to say most of it failed...
firstly was the Kueh Bangkit..taste and all was alright..but it was too hard and appearance is horrible...
then was Sugee Biscuit...i've no idea how Sugee Biscuit is supposed to be...but our turned out to look like baby's food...so i guess that failed too..
our Spicy Shrimp Roll was salty like FUCK! den both of us was like..
'we didnt add salt wad how come will so salty?' den when i was cleaning up the table i found a bottle of chicken stock!...and that was the culprit...grrrr...and making Spicy Shrimp Rolls really took up ALOT of our time..hard work lehhhh...
so i guess the most successful of all was the Instant Cookies...hahahaha...

Mel si bei suay...she kept going down to 'buy drink'...(obviously she went down to smoke lar)
i think i heard my dad telling her that there's ice water in the fridge and if i'm not wrong Mel told my dad she dont like plain water...and sadly my dad went to buy a bottle of coke! hahahaha...so Mel had no more excuse to go down...hahahaha...

she's coming over again on Tuesday for cheap cheap threading and more cookie baking...=)))
please please please be a success...

Sec 1 boy drowns in Clementi pool in PE class

So competent that he teaches siblings HOW TO SWIM

Puzzled mum says eldest son is good swimmer

WHEN her ex-husband called to tell her that their son was in an accident, she thought it was a joke.

By Arul John
30 January 2008

WHEN her ex-husband called to tell her that their son was in an accident, she thought it was a joke.

Madam Rozni Jumaat, 35, was resting in her three-room flat at Clementi when her ex-husband called her around 2pm yesterday.

She said: 'He told me that our son, Danial Syawal, had been in an accident. When I heard that, I told him to stop joking.'

But it soon dawned on Madam Rozni that her ex-husband was serious.

Her mind started racing, as she thought that her 12-year-old son had met with a road accident while cycling home from school.

The housewife said: 'When my ex-husband said he had heard the news from one of Danial's teachers, I became afraid.

'Just that morning, I had warned him to be careful when cycling.'

Then she learned the terrible truth - her eldest child had been found floating face-down in a pool at the Clementi Sports Complex.

'My ex-husband told me to calm down but I could not believe the news,' she said.

'Danial was a good swimmer who learnt to swim on his own and taught his siblings to swim whenever we went to the beach.

'He also had no medical problems that I knew of.'

When she learnt that Danial had been sent to National University Hospital (NUH), Madam Rozni rushed there.

But she was too late - she arrived just in time to learn that Danial was dead.

What happened to Danial, a Secondary 1 student at New Town Secondary School, is still unclear.

Madam Rozni said his physical education (PE) teacher told her that Danial and his classmates had gone to the swimming complex for their weekly swimming lesson.

Danial's class has about 40 students, she said.

Madam Rozni added that apart from the teacher, there were at least two instructors conducting the lesson for the students at the complex.

She said: 'When the lesson was over, the teacher did a head count and found that one student was missing.

'The teacher looked towards the pool and saw Danial floating face-down. He was rushed to NUH.
'The PE teacher told me that he was devastated by what had happened.'

New Town Secondary School principal Neo Lay Wah told Lianhe Zaobao that Danial and 17 other students were at the 0.9 metre-deep pool when their coach found him unconscious in the water.

Madam Neo said the school has been in touch with Danial's family to give them the necessary assistance. The other students who were with Danial during the incident have also been counselled.

Police spokesman Liu Xiangling said they were informed at 1.50pm yesterday that a boy was found unconscious and floating in one of the swimming pools at Clementi Sports Complex.

She said the boy was pronounced dead at 3pm after he was taken to the hospital.

The police are investigating the death.

Madam Rozni said last night that she was still trying to come to terms with her loss.

She said: 'I can still smell him and sense that he is in the flat.'

Pointing to a spot on the living room floor beside the sofa, she said that that was where Danial slept - his 'special spot'.

Although he was not studious, Madam Rozni said Danial was a determined child who worked hard to get what he had set his mind on.

She said: 'He was a happy-go-lucky boy and seldom studied hard for his exams. When his PSLE was drawing near, I told him that I thought he was going to fail. But he told me that he would prove me wrong, and he did.'

Danial scored 233 points for his Primary School Leaving Examination and his aunt gave him a computer as a gift for doing well in the exam.

Madam Rozni said that Danial's aunt, her twin sister, could not believe the news.

'When I told her, she pushed me away and told me not to play the fool with her. Danial was her confidante and best friend.'

Madam Rozni said that Danial was a good student and his teachers had also praised him for his leadership qualities.

His hobbies included playing computer games, cycling, football, skateboarding and performing on his unicycle.

She said that Danial often urged his 11-year-old sister, Dhiya, and 9-year-old brother, Danish, to do their homework and listen to their mother and elders.

Madam Rozni has a fourth child, 3, from her second marriage.

She said: 'He would tell them that the time would come when he would not be around and they would have to be on their own. I never thought that that time would come so soon.'

Remembering her son as her 'teacher', Madam Rozni said: 'He often taught me more than I taught him. He taught me how to solve maths problems and also taught me science.

'I was looking forward to him teaching me algebra. Now that he is gone, I wonder how I am going to cope with helping the other children with their schoolwork.'

After saying those words, Madam Rozni turned to Dhiya and told her: 'Now you have to be strong for mama, understand? I need you.

'You have to take abang's (elder brother in Malay) place.'

Danial will be buried this afternoon.

Despite the pain from her loss, MadamRosni said life has to go on.

She said: 'I have to be strong for the sake of my three other children.

'Danial told me that one day, he would look after me and make sure that I would never have to live in misery.

'But now, that day will never come and his dream will not come true.'







JUST WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING TO NEW TOWN SECONDARY SCHOOL!!!!!
TRAGIC AFTER TRAGIC...REPUTATION ALL TARNISHED!..

YAHOO!!!! last day of work today!!!!

and and...CNY IS ONLY NEXT WEEK!!!! YEAH!!!
wahahahaha...i roughly know how much to expect from my mum...she accidently said it out...hahahaha...all i can say is...i'm kinda happy with the amount...but WTH, i still owe her $500
dont ask why i owe her so much...

WOOO~!!! Mel's coming over tomorrow afternoon to use my oven...but she still hasnt got any idea what to bake...nice one...so i guess i'll just pass her my book of recipies for making Kuehs to her tomorrow and let her decide what she wanna make...

arghhh!!! i regret telling mum i'll help her prepare the reunion dinner...so many things to do...but thank goodness marketing will be done by grandma...wahahahahaha...I HATE GOING TO THE MARKET...

let's see..i've gotten new tops and new shoes but i havent gotten my new skinnys...i wonder when i'll stop being lazy and get my ass down to Peninsular to get them? hmmmm...mum was saying that she think even after CNY i'll still not have gotten them...WTH...Peninsular is like damn far can...it's in Malaysia...okay LAME!...

and oh...have to find time to go over to Missha too...there's 20 percent storewide for members...hahaha...i told mum i wanna go with her...she asked me not to be gay...since both of us have the membership card each..i think she realised i wanted to go with her so that she'll be the one paying for it...i told her i'll pay her back...now, that's a lie...wahahaha...

my dad's even more gay...i came out to the living room to use the computer at 10pm...he was about to go to bed but he u-turned back..i ask him why he came back...he said he thought i would be afraid to be in the living room all by myself...i told him i'm not Sanjay Jegatheesan...(go figure who's that)...i bet that person will kill me after reading this...hahaha...but WTH...i love him...not because he's getting me my headphone and always treating me to yummy food but bcoz he's my brother..oh wait...i think i just let out on who Sanjay Jeagtheesan is...SHIT!...i think i'm damn gay...

what's even more gay is that my brother is only leaving for New Zealand for a month but mum acts like he'll be there forever...she even took off to send him off...ARENT YOU TOUCH TO HAVE SUCH A NICE MOTHER! ....i told him i wont be sending him off...but i cant rmb what my reason was...if i'm not wrong it's bcoz of drums...which means no Popeyes[?] for me...boohooo!!!

i've decided not to go to Batam...anyway i bet there wont be new stuffs there and most of the shops would most probably be closed since it's only the 2nd day of CNY...

my dad just told me something that pissed me off to the MAX!!! he said this month he didnt give me pocket money is because my brother said there's no need for that as i'm working...cheebye...but a bit doubt what he said...

Maltina's irritating the shit outta me...i wonder if there's any solutions the get rid of pests like her...insecticide probably wont work...she'll need something stronger than that...i wonder why on mother earth there's such kaypos like her...whatever...she can just go fuck herself and die...

i realised i havent really ended my entries properly...maybe i should today? NAH!! i never liked proper endings...

I LOVE TALKING SHIT...tahahahaha...=DDD