Shivvani
22 November 1990
Twenty
crazymonkey903@hotmail.com
Date:
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Time:
8:40 pm
Time to share some joy.
Like finally I've gotten a B+ for my Science UT3. For many may know I've actually gotten an E for my first UT that I'm so depressed of. Finally managed to pull my GPA up.
I'm like the happiest kid on mother earth now.
See I feel contented very easily. Haha.
But on the other hand last UT for Maths today was totally screwed up. I swear I knew the answer but there isn't enough time. Pissed. It's like the first time I know how to do VB, all I needed was time.
Also, the bunch of noisy people backed out of the make over competition. Whatever. I dont wanna care anymore. I'm actually tired of all the planning. It some how feels like all the hard work we've put in was for nothing. Day by day receiving emails from people that they wanna back out. Depressing. Might as well cancel the whole fucking event.
On lighter note, Saturday is approaching ^^ and I also cant wait for my movie date with Mel loves. =DDD
P.S I need to chill badly.
Date:
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Time:
5:40 pm
My longest RJ ever.
Enjoy.
And I don't fucking care if others reads it.
The only joy that I experienced is only that I have my friends with me and fun people as my team mates who will actually help me out when I do not understand anything. Some, they only bother about their friends and themselves and not want to help their team mates.
Hurdles? Well, probably having to face all the two-faced classmates that I have. The sight of them just irks me. The only present their good side to facilitators but they can just stab you at the back like nobody's business.
Not going to mention names but yes, it's true as I'm one of the ones to be stabbed at.
As you can already tell, I don't really like this class and hence no one actually inspired me in anyway. Okay, other than people constantly telling me that my grades are more important than anything else so therefore that is the only thing that is keeping me going but then again no matter how well I get comments from facilitators my grades end up like shit.
So yes, at times I do think that why should I push myself to do so well, get good comments and the results? Disappointing.
Others, they can not do anything or copy from 6P and still get an A. Bias is what I call it. Well, I think facilitators don't think of that point. Or rather they don't see it. So what? If you look like a bad student you deserve to get a bad grade and by bootlicking you get an A. So now I've finally see the true colours of RP.
Oh one last point. Remember telling Felicia, Aaron and myself to control our use of Chinese? Please do check with the Malays too.
Yes. I totally dislike my class. Okay, not everyone. But as long those who needs to know knows who are the people, that's it. Thank god that this fucking semester is coming to an end now and I don't have to fucking see those two-faced assholes anymore.
So, Zhi Jie, can your class be as bad as mine? Well, at least you don't have to see you-know-who. Bff, I really do hope we can be in the same class next semester. We'll definately have one hell of a good time, yes? Let's pray.
Date:
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Time:
12:03 pm
My heart is lonely
I feel so bare
I'm drowning quickly
In my despair
Forsaken feelings
Deserted days
Secluded soul
And weary ways
Trapped in my reclusive life
Solitude cuts me like a knife
In a solitary atmosphere
Crying a single neglected tear
Isolated the one and only
I am lost, I am lonely
Date:
Friday, July 25, 2008
Time:
7:50 pm
The lonely roads
and the streetlights that'll shine on me and lead my way,
I'll stay.
Love, What's that?
Trust, What's that?
Hate, What's that?
Faith, What's that?
Desire, What's that?
Trust, What's that?
Hate, What's that?
Faith, What's that?
Desire, What's that?
Date:
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Time:
2:29 pm
BACKSTABBING TWO-FACED BITCHES SHALL BE BANISHED TO HELL.
TO THINK THAT WE THOUGHT YOU WERE DIFFERENT FROM HER BUT....
THANKS AH.
The bruise on my hand looks like a mole. =.=
Date:
Monday, July 21, 2008
Time:
12:12 pm
HAPPY BOY. WHY?
It shall be our secret. Hahaha. =P
Date:
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Time:
7:21 pm
Contactable again.
Got my Sim Card changed and went shopping with Mummy. =D
Contented with my buys though in the end I still couldnt get my Agnes B. =(
Dead hungry. Waiting for Brother to be back for Ye Ye Zha De Ji (KFC).
Date:
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Time:
7:50 pm
Splitting headache and diarrhoea.
Nonetheless, I had a good lunch of Tze Char today.
One word : Shuang.
Date:
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Time:
7:51 pm
Such luck.
First my phone died on me.
Now that my phone is alive again, my sim card die on me.
Thanks ah.
So, I'm uncontactable again.
Msn me if there's anything. Offline msges are welcome too. =)
Date:
Time:
4:04 pm
The Abandoned Monkey.
Take care.
Date:
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Time:
2:22 pm
Ahhhhhhhhhh...
A lazy Sunday afternoon.
Surfing the net on the bed indulging on a big slice of Chocolate Fudge cake and thinking of that Agnes B purse.
Spells L-I-F-E.
Whatever.
Was out with Fel the Bitch ytd. Tangs den to Far East. Bought Curious for 42 bucks. Dirt cheap. Took ages to decide on which Kimono top to get. Didnt get any in the end. Lunched at Cahaya. All time fav just dont have the right company to go with. Glad that that bitchy animal love it. Next stop Wisma. Got a belt at Dorothy. To Isetan next, that's when we both eyed an item each at Agnes B. God dammit. Why wasnt I born with a sliver spoon in my mouth? Armani next and walked her to Merriot where she headed to work.
Back to Far East for me. Finally got a Kimono dress for 35 bucks. Hopefully it fits the theme or I've to spend money getting something else. Bus-ed to Tanglin Mall. Accompanied YiYi for her break. Shared a salad and spagg. Sat at her shop after that while waiting for the arrival of my mother. Mum came after what seemed years of waiting. Dinner at Paddy's den home. Got a spare phone from her. Hence, I'm contactable now.
For those who didnt know, my U700 died on me on the 10th of July 08, Thursday. The day we had ye ye pao de cha, chilli sauce with fungus and the day ZJ was known as Fungus Boy. U700 is in the hospital now and they'll be changing the cover for me too. So when I get him back it'll be as good as new.
18 August 08, JB, Jasco. Can't wait. More shopping. More Jap foodies. YiYi's going too so more shopping for me. =D
Anyone wanna sponsor me for the Agnes B purse? It's only $113 ya know.
A lazy Sunday afternoon.
Surfing the net on the bed indulging on a big slice of Chocolate Fudge cake and thinking of that Agnes B purse.
Spells L-I-F-E.
Whatever.
Was out with Fel the Bitch ytd. Tangs den to Far East. Bought Curious for 42 bucks. Dirt cheap. Took ages to decide on which Kimono top to get. Didnt get any in the end. Lunched at Cahaya. All time fav just dont have the right company to go with. Glad that that bitchy animal love it. Next stop Wisma. Got a belt at Dorothy. To Isetan next, that's when we both eyed an item each at Agnes B. God dammit. Why wasnt I born with a sliver spoon in my mouth? Armani next and walked her to Merriot where she headed to work.
Back to Far East for me. Finally got a Kimono dress for 35 bucks. Hopefully it fits the theme or I've to spend money getting something else. Bus-ed to Tanglin Mall. Accompanied YiYi for her break. Shared a salad and spagg. Sat at her shop after that while waiting for the arrival of my mother. Mum came after what seemed years of waiting. Dinner at Paddy's den home. Got a spare phone from her. Hence, I'm contactable now.
For those who didnt know, my U700 died on me on the 10th of July 08, Thursday. The day we had ye ye pao de cha, chilli sauce with fungus and the day ZJ was known as Fungus Boy. U700 is in the hospital now and they'll be changing the cover for me too. So when I get him back it'll be as good as new.
18 August 08, JB, Jasco. Can't wait. More shopping. More Jap foodies. YiYi's going too so more shopping for me. =D
Anyone wanna sponsor me for the Agnes B purse? It's only $113 ya know.
Date:
Friday, July 11, 2008
Time:
9:01 pm
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
p.s : Fel, I'll write you a story real soon.=)
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
p.s : Fel, I'll write you a story real soon.=)
Date:
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
Time:
8:26 pm
Email-ing sucks. Okay. Time to send out emails.
Date:
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
Time:
8:56 am
Yes,
it doesn't pay to be nice.
Date:
Friday, July 04, 2008
Time:
11:09 am
Fucking Liar.
I wonder how can you just twist everything aound and lie infront of the Adviors. I wonder if Fel and I were there will things still be this way. You fucking dare to say infront of my face that NO ONE informed you of meetings? You fucking dare to say infront of my face that NO ONE updated you of what is going on? And who said that I and Fel always discuss bout In Vogue stuffs in class and is laughing away? If you dont fucking know what we are laughing about den dont fucking assume things. You feel left out? Like WTF can.
Who is the one who dont wanna attend meetings? You're sucha fucking liar. YOU are the one who told ME that YOU DONT WANNA ATTEND meetings and what did you tell the Adviors? I think you yourself knows it better. After all the shits that you have been giving Fel every morning and you just stab her at her back like this? You think Zhi Jie aint responsible enough. How bout you? You think you're being responsible this way?
Stop behaving like you're the QUEEN and that everyone have to listen to you and that you can have things going your way coz it aint gonna be that way. Stop behaving like you're that ANGELIC INNOCENT SHEEP and we're the DEVILISH BIG BAD WOLF. You yourself shld know truth better den anyone else. If you wanna go ard the class telling everyone bout it by all means go coz our conscience are clear.
Maybe Zhi Jie has his fault (which I'm still trying to figure what it is) but at least he did apologise many times. Stop thinking that you're always right and fucking hell it's time for you to grow up and think la.
Date:
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Time:
11:07 pm
Shivv =D Ride On A Carousel says:
wth..u suck like seriously
::ZeeJay - Photographer In Training:: It Hurts me so, to see you go, that makes me cry....... says:
haha
::ZeeJay - Photographer In Training:: It Hurts me so, to see you go, that makes me cry....... says:
not really.
::ZeeJay - Photographer In Training:: It Hurts me so, to see you go, that makes me cry....... says:
i dont really suck
::ZeeJay - Photographer In Training:: It Hurts me so, to see you go, that makes me cry....... says:
im not gay
Shivv =D Ride On A Carousel says:
hard to tell...maybe hidden
::ZeeJay - Photographer In Training:: It Hurts me so, to see you go, that makes me cry....... says:
HAHA!
::ZeeJay - Photographer In Training:: It Hurts me so, to see you go, that makes me cry....... says:
WTH!!!
::ZeeJay - Photographer In Training:: It Hurts me so, to see you go, that makes me cry....... says:
sad laaa
::ZeeJay - Photographer In Training:: It Hurts me so, to see you go, that makes me cry....... says:
you always bully me.
Shivv =D Ride On A Carousel says:
who ask you never send me email
::ZeeJay - Photographer In Training:: It Hurts me so, to see you go, that makes me cry....... says:
sigh
::ZeeJay - Photographer In Training:: It Hurts me so, to see you go, that makes me cry....... says:
i send you now k?
Shivv =D Ride On A Carousel says:
no use ready...what's done is done..it'll never be able to mend my wound
Shivv =D Ride On A Carousel says:
=(
::ZeeJay - Photographer In Training:: It Hurts me so, to see you go, that makes me cry....... says:
haha
::ZeeJay - Photographer In Training:: It Hurts me so, to see you go, that makes me cry....... says:
i buy you bubble tea la
Shivv =D Ride On A Carousel says:
hahaha
Seriously, I think I'm the most irritating friend anyone could ever have. =DDD
Date:
Time:
12:25 pm
Hi Birdies! So yeah, Fel and I both got A for Science the previous week and seriously we are the only ones who will be overjoyed for getting an A. To the others, getting an A is like an everyday event. Like wtf. Even when we got an F we're also very happy. Mad already. RP is driving me nuts. Sian diao. The most boring scholl ever lor.
Today is Computing and it's fucking VB again. I seriously have no idea how VB is able to help me in future la. Total waste of my time. Grrr~ And until now I still have no fucking idea what is going on. Die liao lor.
Class is so scary now. Two faced people all around. Thank god we'll be changing class in about 1 month plus time.
Today is Computing and it's fucking VB again. I seriously have no idea how VB is able to help me in future la. Total waste of my time. Grrr~ And until now I still have no fucking idea what is going on. Die liao lor.
Class is so scary now. Two faced people all around. Thank god we'll be changing class in about 1 month plus time.