世上最伤人的并不是背叛而是明知两个人相爱着但却没缘分在一起.


你想我吗会偶尔想我吗
是这样吗飞扬的会落下
你爱我吗如果诚实回答
可是爱也不是解答
空屋子里没有回声
但我记忆有你指纹
我加上你两个人却并不等于我们

Lost and not having anything to look forward to.

That's how every thing's been like everyday.

I need a distraction. I need a job perhaps.

So many things I wanna say, so many questions unanswered.

Looking back, everything was close to perfect. But our ego and stubbornness got to us.

And having been the best, I can never find a better to replace the boy.

It's weird not being able to share your everyday's with someone. What upset you, what angered you and what silly little things you and your friends did that made you laugh real hard.

It's saddening to not be able to feel special to a certain someone, to not feel loved, wanted and needed.

The feeling of waking up to a brand new day feeling as if your life have been shortened by another two years because of how you've been living.

The feeling of knowing that people who cares for you are worried and is trying their bestest to get you back up on your feet but they have no idea how else they can help you.

The feeling of people close to you telling you how you've changed and knowing that they no longer like having you around.

The feeling of knowing that yourself isn't being the person you used to be.

The feeling of fear. Fear of losing any more people who are dear to you.

The feeling of pain and sorrow that died deep inside that you wished you can inflict it to physical pain.

It sucks, big time.


Everyone's telling me that time will take it all away. But no one understands that not knowing where the future takes me, time is something I can no longer offer.

I took what I had for granted. Now this is the price I have to pay.

But you'll always be the best I ever had.