S H I V V
Date: Sunday, January 23, 2011
Time: 2:15 am

Day by day, bit by bit, I'm falling into this trap. A trap that no matter how hard I try I just am not able to get out of. And I'm sorry that I couldn't stick to my principles and fell deeper.

I've never felt this way before. It have never felt so real. But, I think I like you more than I thought I would have. You were everything that I have never wanted, yet now you're everything I need. You asked if I am doing good without you and I replied saying that I am doing good because I have you. I meant it. Even if you'd ask a thousand times, I'd still say the same.

You saw me through my goods and bads. You never once judged me for being me. You were always there. You genuinely cared.

With you, everything felt so right yet it felt so wrong at the same time. With you, I could find sanity and peace, I could find the simplicity that I wanted and needed.

I'm not seeking for anything in return. I just hope for you to be there, always. That'll be more than I can ask for.